Ok so I uderstand I have, what is it, 3 days to make up now??  Well, I have alot to say today and will probably post again later today...

My post today is about Change and how God and life and time really changes people... for example myself. I mean wow, if you would have talked to me 5 years ago you would have been like wow, this girl is awesome.  I used to let things roll off my back so easily and I used to be so fun, but now, 5 years later, due to time and the people I've surounded my self with I am a completely different person...  At times I can be so heartless and can be so mean.  I take things very personally and get my heart broken so much more easily. 

In the past 5 years I have also lost so many of my friends that now I see was probably due to my ridiculous doing... So due to this I have decided to find 20 people that I used to hang out with and be friends with and try and reconcile our old friendship... By writing this post I have made it public, so it makes it official...

 I would also like to try and find that fun loving, careless yet caring person I used to be... thats the goal for this year.  Wish me luck and hope this works......